This year has been full of so many tears, hugs, stress, and being a hot mess. This year may have been the year with most struggles. So so many things went wrong but somehow I got through most of them, some I’m still working on. I guess I am stronger than I gave myself credit. A few weeks ago I felt like a complete failure in everything I did this year but a friend showed me all the good things that came out of every struggle I had. I was only looking at the bad in everything and how I thought I failed at handeling every situation I was put through. She showed me that I handled them the best way I could and made it through with some experience and maybe a little hurt but not a failure. It sounds weird to say but I am surprised and proud of myself even though I am still mad at myself for some of it. Its not the end of the world. This was an exceptionally hard year but I made it. and now I’m leading a mission trip to El Salvador! Holy freakin crap! This is so exciting and a little or a lot scary.
Dang Gina I have learned so much this year! I feel like such a different person, like so different. I found out many things about myself that I had no idea about. So I guess all I can in the trials and in the good stuff is praise God. Look where it has gotten me. I think I’m doing pretty good. :)